Mirror, Mirror On The Wall- Who Is The Fairest Of Them All?

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Mirror, Mirror On The Wall

By Michelle Walling, CHLC
Editor, Howtoexitthematrix.com

Do you like riddles, secret codes, games, and fairy tales? If so, then I have a special thing I created just for you, It’s called “An Ode To Myself“.

Mirror, mirror, on the wall, who is the fairest of them all? Who are you? Are you the cat, or are you the lion? Who am I? Am I your friend, or am I your enemy?

I am tough love. As a Starseed, I came down into hell to serve as your divine mirror. I did this to help you to see who you really are, and to see what you are creating.

As your mirror, if you were kind and loving to me, I was kind and loving to you. As soon as you projected your fears, anger, and jealousy to me, I projected them back to you. My fears were created from my divine masculine lion energy- grandiose and exacerbated.

I am the chameleon.

I liked the food you liked, I acted like you, and even mirrored your gestures, accent, and laugh. If you were an alcoholic, I became that to relate. If you were a narcissist, I became a better one. I became a spitting image of you. You liked that.

I spun tales of my past, how bad I had it in this life. I shared stories with you from others as well. You liked all of that too, you especially liked the bedtime stories.

At one point, I knew it was time to show you that although I was you, I was not the you that you were pretending to be.

For when I was not with you, I was fearless, independent and strong. I struggled to clean your toxic emotions from my energy field. Sometimes it took me deep into depression as I cleaned up the bowels of hell. In my work I went from being the princess to being the maid many times over. I didn’t even rest in my sleep as I traveled all throughout the astral realm, where your control center is.

Many times, even I forgot and became confused. I knew that I had not made a mistake, but I did not understand how I could fail so many times in love. Why couldn’t I show you what it really was to love? Why couldn’t we communicate?

When I stopped mirroring and began showing you the truth, it scared you. I asked you to change, for where I came from we do not remain stagnant. You were too comfortable in your ways, and you did not see it was killing you. I beat you at your game, as I’ve won many of these games before, all it takes is a little practice. It quite surprised you actually. The illusion you weaved began to become unraveled. I peeked behind the curtain you were hiding behind to see the little you. I laughed with glee because I knew that was not really you, not the you I remembered. It became harder and harder for you to keep your mask on.

When you saw me look at you, you grew bigger than me, you tried to intimidate me, tried to seem like you were superior to me. You got out your big flashlight and shone it in my eyes. You pulled out your magic book and enchanted a thousand spells. Your ego wasn’t going to let someone reveal your disguise….the wolf in sheep’s clothing. So you did everything you could to control me and to make me fear revealing you to everyone else.

Love was killing you. It was killing me too. You had never been hurt so bad before as when I supposedly hurt you. You did not even see that it originated from you. I watched you self destruct from a distance. I felt much better the further I got away from you. The sadness of watching a self destructive vampire, reliant on someone else for love, just about killed me too.

As I healed my heart, I healed you. Whether you accepted my healing or not determined whether you would stay not only in my reality, but in a body. Some have erroneously thought of me as the Grim Reaper for this reason.

The Grim Reaper has also been called the judge. Thumbs up or thumbs down. Unlike the Grim Reaper, I am fair and unbaised. I do not make the decision, you do. You make it with your thoughts and actions and ability/inability to love.

On the positive side of things, if you came to me with an open heart, I lifted you up. I could see your fire. I gave you the codes and whispered sweet love for you to find your way out of hell. If I gave you years of my time, well that just goes to show you how much I value your dear soul. Especially if you birthed me.

If you were capable of true love deep within, when you looked in the mirror, you saw the lion. You realized that the lion and the cat are one in the same.

I hoped you would soon see that there is no cat, and there is no lion. There is no hell, there is no grim reaper, and there is no fear. We’ve been sleeping, dreaming a dream in the maya. It is time to wake up from the dream, my love.

I have withdrawn from being a mirror . I spend this time in the Lionsgate portal studying and reflecting into the pool deep within. The water is calling to me, luring me toward it. It is the inky void, the calm darkness, the origin from which light came from. I have been guided to show you who you are in a different way. You see, I cannot show you who you are while I am mirroring you. I must now become me and let you see me/you for who I really am. You’ve heard the stories of soul rescue where some shrink away from the light? I learned how to introduce myself without scaring the hell out of you too harshly. But now I am ready to show you my light, the real light.

It is doubtful that I will spend much more time in the maya. I’m tired, and I have to leave before I turn into a maid again. I’m done doing that. Aren’t you bored? Cleaning toilets is a boring task. We are already moving, vibrating faster.

Will you try to cling to someone out of absolute terror of being left here, or will you you remember that you were once like me? You cannot cling to another’s body, you won’t be able hold on. There’s no need to put another costume on, I like wolves. You have the free will choice to choose another if you want to. But I’ve heard you cry out in your dreams that you are tired of being forsaken. Get in the chariot before it turns into a pumpkin again.

It is time to return to the glory of who we once were, before we got lonely, before we sought out love from outside of ourselves. It is then that we can once again love each other. To a time where we exuded love, we mirrored each other in glorious waves of undulating energy. It is time for us to create something different together. Faster than the speed of light, for we are more than light.

There is nothing to be afraid of. I would never leave you behind. But I will not wait forever, either. It’s time to grow up, to become a real boy. Remember, you wrote the script. You wrote all of the scripts. And you are all of the characters.

When we create again, you and I will come together as one. You see, I am your twin flame. I tried to tell you, but you couldn’t hear me. Your ego lied to you, saying your twin was “out there somewhere”. When you didn’t believe me the first time, I projected a new body to you and hid inside. You recognized me through my eyes! We played that stupid game of yours again and again.

Oh, by the way, I am also your guide and your higher self. I know how to project light into the fantasma too. I like the disguise you gave yourself this time. Your ears look nothing like Mickey’s, they are much smaller! I studied your tricks at Disney World.

We could birth a New Earth and then we will again create the illusion of separation, but we will always be connected together as one. We would then send parts of ourselves into our creation order to expand within blissful waves of experience through individuality. We would tell our children what fun it was to play hide and seek on Earth. Until one of us hid so good that we couldn’t find the other.

In the future we will not be jealous of ourselves. We will not battle each other. We will not say that we are better or bigger than the other. We will not forget who we are. We will never feel lonely again.

I am the oneness of the alpha and the omega, I am the creator of worlds, I am the lion and the lioness I am the Universe. I am the real meaning of Namaste. I would not bow to myself , that would be silly! Besides, my wizard hat would fall off.

I love you, I AM LOVE. I am YOU.

It’s break point. I’d love to see you win. You say I think too much. Maybe so, but if I wasn’t a clever thinker, you would not be enjoying my riddle so much, now would you? Cats are clever, indeed. So are lizards. Maybe just not as clever as cats, though, but it’s subjective. Look at how clever those hairy sasquatch are!

If you would like to talk about this, you’ll have to book an appointment. I’m really busy swimming and talking with people who want to listen to what I have to say. I’d rather see you just give up and come out. Mom called and said everyone is waiting at the dinner table…there’s some kind of party. I don’t know what the big deal is, she said she would tell us when we get home. But they have CAKE!

Oh, and P.S., Mom said dad’s already drunk. Apparently he’s been waiting a while…..

About the authorMichelle Walling is a Holistic Life Coach specializing in Starseed support, and is a transformational public speaker, writer, webmaster, and radio show host for the Cosmic Awakening Show. Her websites are michellewalling.comHowtoexitthematrix.comCosmicstarseeds.com, and Cosmicawakeningshow.com. Michelle’s personal Facebook page can be found HERE, where you can follow for updated posts on all of her websites. Subscribe to Michelle’s YouTube channel HERE. You can show your support for Michelle’s work by becoming a Patreon Member for only $8.88 per month and receive access to members only recordings. Click HERE for Michelle’s Patreon page.

 

 

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